Alright, as you guys know I've just been sacked out by some so called reality tv show. I was half crazy half dead half sad after what they had done to me. Like seriously, my dream was taken away right in front of my eyes. IT HURTS A LOT. Yea, I know it's know use to say the past. But what I know here is I'm going to stand myself up and prove myself in this one competition. Wanna know what kind of competition that I'm in?
HERE IT IS!
Yeap, it's a big deal here I'm dealing with.
I'm actually extremely scared, a little traumatized about what had happened towards me. I'm afraid that they'll do the same. I'll do whatever it takes to show what I have and when I say I'll do it, I'M DAMN SERIOUS ABOUT DOING IT. One of the judges told me, "Maybe your luck wasn't in ******. Maybe your luck is in here. You just have to prove and believe in yourself." I was really touched by what he said and the other members of this programme. It's as if they really do believe that I can do better. And now, I'm bringing myself, my family's name, my friends, fans, Labuan, Borneo's name and once again I'm going to try my best to prove that I can actually do this! I'll try my best to make all of you proud. I can't promise you anything. But what I can promise you is I'll work hard, I'll give my best shot, I'll do whatever it takes to get my confidence back so that I can be more confident and at the same time staying humble.
For now, I'm still choosing the right songs. Imagine, you have to cut the songs up to 1 minute! I know, it's a crazy challenge but I'll give my best and best of the best shots that I have! To be honest, I had some problems on going to this programme. Some say that it was proven, I can't go for this kind of thing. I'm kinda upset with those people who do not trust that I can do this. But it's okay, I believe in me and I know I can go for it.
I know, after this it'll be more tough than ******. But, this might be my only chance. I need strength to face this. But I know, I'm not alone. Allah is always with me, always. Not forgetting my supportive parents, my most understanding friends, relatives and more for never giving up on me. To those who don't see my determination, WATCH ME.
Last but not least, I wanna say thank you Mom, Dad for never giving up on me. My other siblings who supports me, thank you so much. My buddies & dearest darling besties, close or far thank you so much for always supporting. My love, even if you don't let me at the first place but in the end you still support me. Thank you so much. Thank you and thank you so so much everyone that supports me!
I'll never forget and most of I'll never easily forget to those who had support and help me alot.
Once again, THANK YOU SO MUCH!
God bless you all!
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